Thank you for that… what you say indicates to me that you are making progress (whatever that might be).
Don’t fret about playing a role… every human does… right now I am playing the role of teacher, but I never believe that role. Playing is infinitely more fun than believing.
Love ya, Jed.
Jed stated many times he believes none of what he is saying. That is correct.
He believes none of it, because none of it is true.
None of it is true, because Enlightenment itself is a non existent story, a fable.