Sounds contradictory, right? What the hell....... Jed eschews feeling!! What are you talking about??.... It looks that way on the surface. Not true. What you see is not what you get. The angst of the first book is what resonated with me FIRST. If you cannot feel that twisted wrapped sense of total dissolution of … Continue reading Jed, Importance Of Feeling And Perfect Darkness
Jed McKenna once said this to me: "Endlessly entertaining, but then, that applies to everything." to which I replied "Not everything". And Jed said "Really?" and I said "Really". Not everything is entertaining in the Dream. Jed has no responsibilities and has the means to entertain Self in the playground. But not everything is, and taking … Continue reading Enlightenment, Alan Walker And Trance Music
What is ultimate Reality? The Ultimate Reality should probably include some of the following: God or a various assortment of Deities, Incarnation, Clairvoyance, chatting with the Diseased, alien abductions or... ah whatever, complete the list yourself, it's not the point. Or should it not? The Ultimate Reality - does not exist. Never did, except in … Continue reading The Ultimate Reality?
The paradox is.. Enlightenment DOES NOT EXIST. But to gain this clear seeing - one has to become 'enlightened'. How much of a mind fuck is that? And how many fall at this biggest hurdle? Beautiful altered states of Consciousness are a transient fluke, a very convincing, powerful occurance which induces yearning to repeat the … Continue reading The Enlightenment Gig
I live in Sri Lanka now. It's been four months. Awakening takes away fear - of Life. I spent a few hours up at Koneswaram Temple which is only a five minute bicycle ride from me. It stood here since 400 BC, one of the sacred sites for Hindus, and is mentioned in Mahabharata. I … Continue reading Post Awakening – Life Begins in Earnest
Let's look at the very basics. What motivates you in this life? What is it? It’s rather simple… YOU as an individual organism – want to live. It’s the root of all the selfishness in the world. If we can face this fact FIRST, unclouded by all the concepts of ‘goodness’ and ‘charity’, it makes … Continue reading The Very Basics Of Love Reality