On Memento Mori

Someone asked me 'You had a death experience at 8 and then again at the age of 40 and you write that it was like what Ramana had at 16. What happened?' I had a few close encounters with physical death, but nothing compares to that first conscious seeing of Boundless Emptiness beyond. At eight … Continue reading On Memento Mori

Jed, Importance Of Feeling And Perfect Darkness

Sounds contradictory, right? What the hell....... Jed eschews feeling!! What are you talking about??.... It looks that way on the surface. Not true. What you see is not what you get. The angst of the first book is what resonated with me FIRST. If you cannot feel that twisted wrapped sense of total dissolution of … Continue reading Jed, Importance Of Feeling And Perfect Darkness

Why I Call Jed McKenna ‘Cuddly’

Someone recently sent me an email with this question. It evolved organically, as everything that I allow to take place in my life. The Flow. And then I mentioned it again, and it stayed, eventually getting shortened to 'Cuddly'. Humans bear names given to them by someone else (parents), a meaningless combination of sounds which … Continue reading Why I Call Jed McKenna ‘Cuddly’

On Death: Feeling Of Death Awareness

This entry is not about an intellectual discussion of what Death is, who dies, how, what happens after. None of those can convey the FEELING of Death and utter Impermanence that comes with that feeling. One of the many reasons why I feel internal connection to Kenneth (Jed) is because I know that, like myself, … Continue reading On Death: Feeling Of Death Awareness

Abnormality Of Human Reality

I have been asked many times now why I am running this site. I gain nothing out of it (losing, if anything), no one will believe it, people will dismiss everything, one can't change Reality... etc... etc... The question comes in various guises, and I gave my answer a few times, but it doesn't seem … Continue reading Abnormality Of Human Reality

Settled

Settled. All of it. ALL of it. That’s how it ends so. The Search, the questions, the trust, the not knowing what to do with all this new vision… it ends in Peace and Being. And do I really need or want a blog now? Words don’t seem to come so easily, I write this … Continue reading Settled