Jed, Importance Of Feeling And Perfect Darkness

Sounds contradictory, right? What the hell....... Jed eschews feeling!! What are you talking about??.... It looks that way on the surface. Not true. What you see is not what you get. The angst of the first book is what resonated with me FIRST. If you cannot feel that twisted wrapped sense of total dissolution of … Continue reading Jed, Importance Of Feeling And Perfect Darkness

On Death: Feeling Of Death Awareness

This entry is not about an intellectual discussion of what Death is, who dies, how, what happens after. None of those can convey the FEELING of Death and utter Impermanence that comes with that feeling. One of the many reasons why I feel internal connection to Kenneth (Jed) is because I know that, like myself, … Continue reading On Death: Feeling Of Death Awareness

Gods Of Delusion Smashed

   I've paid my dues to the gods of delusion - in full. An evolved Sun is truly not concerned with leaving a mark, desires no recognition. No dent has been left in Reality of this existence - by anyone. Tutankhamun, a boy king, remembered for... THE MASK. As spectacular as it is ( I … Continue reading Gods Of Delusion Smashed

Animal Origins of Humanity and Awakening

Before we can love Life and all in it, we have to SEE it for WHAT IT IS. Or else it’s a fallacy, the same as saying ‘I love this new dress I ordered’, while never having opened the box in which it arrived. A life of an idealist is that of a fool’s paradise … Continue reading Animal Origins of Humanity and Awakening

Harsh True Nature Of Reality

People follow religious traditions believing this path will take them to Enlightenment. Well… they’ve got it backwards. They don’t question what Enlightenment IS and what it is they are TRULY after. Here is THE question which every person will ask themselves eventually..... what is the meaning of it all? What the hell am I doing … Continue reading Harsh True Nature Of Reality

Meditation Lies

Meditation will not take you anywhere, and you can spend decades chasing ‘internal peace’. If anything, meditation is about subjugation of energy, not for utilising  it for true potential.. Inside your body the energies (hormones) will rush, the blood will circulate taking them around. If you are anything like me – it will be there … Continue reading Meditation Lies