Tell them that there is nothing to understand.
U.G. Krishnamurti

The story of what I call my ‘Big Bang’ can be found here if one needs ‘credentials’. It is not a story of an ‘enlightened’ being, for no human has ever become enlightened, not even the revered Buddha.

In the years that followed it became clear to me that enlightenment is, indeed, the damnedest, most baseless tale of the human Mind, without existential reality and factual presence. Yet, it is talked about, searched for, supported by countless manuscripts of old and new. People hungrily consume the ‘wisdom’ of spiritual books, spend decades following an assortment of gurus, immerse themselves in the ancient traditions of far away lands, shell out handsome amounts for the privilege of talking to their teachers one to one and in collective gatherings.

For many the search itself has become raison d’etre, addictive in its capacity to give meaning to an otherwise meaningless Life. Very few stop to pause and think what is really going on.

 Having walked the whole circle and having arrived at exactly the same starting point I can say that one arrives at nothing and gains nothing. What changes then? Perspective. The Mind gains Clarity of vision through becoming aware of what truly is.

So why all the mystery, ambiguous words, occult techniques and practices, numerous gurus? If there is nothing to find, what is being searched? More importantly, how does ‘nothing’ get sold to you? And why are the gurus quiet on the details of their earthly existence ‘after’ the event?

Stop, take a breath, have a good look around and ask if any of it is true. I am not a ‘spiritual teacher’. There will be no PayPal button on this site. There is nothing to teach, to sell or to charge for.

The site and this account of events will stand on their own as a testament to the Grand Illusion.

Note: All visual media on the website is of own origin unless stated otherwise, in which case it will be credited to respective owners.


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